A Tale Of Loss and Legacy
Posted: Thu Jul 20, 2006 3:36 pm
Shame, he had never felt shame before, it was something the body had accepted many times in his absence but the soul had never felt it once. The soul had been proud, it had lived a thousand times longer than the mortal body it now occupied.
Mortal bodies were simply that, ignorant, short lived and incredibly selfish. He had given again and again and now he was spoken down to, treated as if he was a traitor, when he was one of the few who had been loyal to the end.
For it was the end, he had done nothing but wait for so long now, so long he couldn't remember the last time he achieved anything, so long all the others had died, left or become traitors to another god. The mundane walk of the road and the constant hiding were achieving nothing.
He could bear it when there was something to fight for but now he was forced to be everything he had never been, forced towards a path that was not what he was supposed to be and ignore what was his duty. He had been better before, when he served her and not those who had been corrupted by their own power on the prime.
Kail wasn't sure what made him wander into the sword mountains, he wasn't sure why he moved silently past the ettins and hill giants.
They were big but they weren't big enough. There was something he was heading for but his mind hid it from him.
Familiar rocks, familiar mountains he passed, the lava roared and poured out of the hillside and down into the glowing red lake. He walked through the heat, the poisonous fumes made his dark fiendish black armour oily and even more alien looking that it had ever been.
Kail’s hand ran along the wall, fingertips bouncing across the rock surface until he felt it. He looked left and saw the impression he had just touched. Strange dwarven runes but unlike those that he saw within the lost temples of dwarves and their kin back in the Delimbyr
He pushed and the stone moved, it turned and so did he, passing into the dark embrace of the mountain.
The Azur guard startled. "Hold! What do you seek here?"
Kail thought on it for a second, he tapped the chin of his helmet.
"Are you seeking to trade or perhaps help us with our problem?"
Kail stepped forward. "Your problem?"
"Yes the Xorn's, they have infested the mines...."
She continued to rattle on about the Xorns but Kail's mind was not on her words anymore.
He walked on through the doors, into the Azur stronghold, he walked down familiar halls, dark, lit only by the light of the lava, further, deeper beyond the halls.
He remembered this place, this place from long ago one of his greatest losses came from here and one of his worst memories. He remembered his elven friend fall, he remembered the terrible moment he found Amelor's soul would not return.
He turned his head to look at the mines, next thing he knew he had entered the mines, why? He did not know, he was drawn, he couldn't know why, he kept it from himself.
He kept it from himself until the moment he saw it.
It came from the darkness like a beast from the depths of Baator itself. The biggest Elder Xorn he had ever seen. He turned, terror in his heart knowing what his soul was driving him to, he ran, stopped and turned. He threw an axe. It bounced from the things shell without even scratching it.
And then it was upon him.
A huge boulder like body thrust itself at him, heat like that of lava itself scorched at him. He dived and rolled, he dodged the mighty downward sweeps of the creatures burning nose. It tried again and again to floor him.
The blade, the image of the blade he'd crafted in the void, it swung through the air cutting deep into the Xorn, Molten rock poured out over the ground.
Kail rotated the blade, swept low with his frame and cut upwards into the beast again.
It roared with anger beating down upon him. He fell, hitting the ground hard. It felt good, all the pains of his life were forgotten, all he knew was the sheer fear of the end. It beat down again and again, his shield taking the brunt of the attack, good solid Thayan construction. It was a good shield, it had served him well.
He rolled sideways and came to his feet again, cutting up as he did so, again the Xorn screamed, roaring it's hate at Kail.
It came in at him a last time, he stood this time fearless, knowing that what he wanted would come.
Kail watched as his body fell, He stood in the dark just far enough away to watch as the Xorn tore through his armour and ripped into the body within, rolling it about like a defenceless worm in dust of the rocky tunnel floor.
Kail watched thinking, why had he returned? He had no idea. Perhaps he hoped his body could have achieved something, perhaps his soul felt that it was duty bound to aid those he knew. He felt betrayed by the church though. They thought him a slave and yet he was a master. He did not have to suffer their pettiness for his own sake.
The fiend spread his wings, Black demon wings that he had done without during his return to his physical form. He reached down and picked up the blade, the soul of the blade he had never obtained, forged in the void by a desperate soul.
He could not pass it on to his heir, but neither had his father to him. This battle would be fought by another soul.
They were better like this, like this they could do what had to be done without being dragged into the petty affairs of mortals.
Kail watched as the Xorn dragged his body up into the Avers home followed by the screams of fear and sounds of battle that ensued.
The door to the mine knocked closed again and he stood still in the darkness, only the faint red glow of his eyes and the blade in his hand. He stroked it with his dark talons. It was pure, it was all he had left. As soon as he was ready he would take it back to it's physical body and make it whole again.
He would leave it lost once more, for his heirs to find, for the one who would make amends for his and his father’s failings.
Kail’s wings beat down and he passed once again into the plane of shadows. Deeper and deeper he soared through the dark, into the underworld. Deeper and deeper, where dark magic grew and the prime came closer to the shadow than anywhere else.
In a dark city far from the surface, a young half drow slave stirred in his sleep. Scars covered his body, the marks of a whipping, fang marks and surgical wounds. Sorrow filled his soul and despair tore his heart. But for a moment in his dreams something cruel told him he was important.
For a moment in his dreams all was still and the world became empty but for a single presence, a single terrible presence that wanted him. Fear made his heart beat hard in his sleeping chest, palpitations that would wake him if the thing in his mind didn't have such a terrible hold on him in this dark dream.
The fiend looked back at him raising it's blade and pointing it right at him.
If his hand he found a copy of the blade, Solid, different somehow to the fiends own. He stood looking back at into it's red eyes, stood looking back at what he knew would in the end become him too.
Something made him lash out and in the dark of his mind he met his past and his future, as they locked blades, in his mind he became more then just a slave. He was being taught, shown the way.
Locked in his mind forever, a link to an eternal darkness and place where he would fight one on one with this fiend, He would see this scene every time he slept, every time he closed his eyes for even a moment.
Locked in his mind forever came an ideology. He became somebody's son.
Dumah awoke startled. Sadness filled his heart. Something about this life now bit at him. He had accepted what he was long ago, but now a promise filled him. A terrible promise that he could be saved. He looked around in the dark of his prison, he feared the drow and their spiders no more.
There was something beyond them, the very darkness itself.
Mortal bodies were simply that, ignorant, short lived and incredibly selfish. He had given again and again and now he was spoken down to, treated as if he was a traitor, when he was one of the few who had been loyal to the end.
For it was the end, he had done nothing but wait for so long now, so long he couldn't remember the last time he achieved anything, so long all the others had died, left or become traitors to another god. The mundane walk of the road and the constant hiding were achieving nothing.
He could bear it when there was something to fight for but now he was forced to be everything he had never been, forced towards a path that was not what he was supposed to be and ignore what was his duty. He had been better before, when he served her and not those who had been corrupted by their own power on the prime.
Kail wasn't sure what made him wander into the sword mountains, he wasn't sure why he moved silently past the ettins and hill giants.
They were big but they weren't big enough. There was something he was heading for but his mind hid it from him.
Familiar rocks, familiar mountains he passed, the lava roared and poured out of the hillside and down into the glowing red lake. He walked through the heat, the poisonous fumes made his dark fiendish black armour oily and even more alien looking that it had ever been.
Kail’s hand ran along the wall, fingertips bouncing across the rock surface until he felt it. He looked left and saw the impression he had just touched. Strange dwarven runes but unlike those that he saw within the lost temples of dwarves and their kin back in the Delimbyr
He pushed and the stone moved, it turned and so did he, passing into the dark embrace of the mountain.
The Azur guard startled. "Hold! What do you seek here?"
Kail thought on it for a second, he tapped the chin of his helmet.
"Are you seeking to trade or perhaps help us with our problem?"
Kail stepped forward. "Your problem?"
"Yes the Xorn's, they have infested the mines...."
She continued to rattle on about the Xorns but Kail's mind was not on her words anymore.
He walked on through the doors, into the Azur stronghold, he walked down familiar halls, dark, lit only by the light of the lava, further, deeper beyond the halls.
He remembered this place, this place from long ago one of his greatest losses came from here and one of his worst memories. He remembered his elven friend fall, he remembered the terrible moment he found Amelor's soul would not return.
He turned his head to look at the mines, next thing he knew he had entered the mines, why? He did not know, he was drawn, he couldn't know why, he kept it from himself.
He kept it from himself until the moment he saw it.
It came from the darkness like a beast from the depths of Baator itself. The biggest Elder Xorn he had ever seen. He turned, terror in his heart knowing what his soul was driving him to, he ran, stopped and turned. He threw an axe. It bounced from the things shell without even scratching it.
And then it was upon him.
A huge boulder like body thrust itself at him, heat like that of lava itself scorched at him. He dived and rolled, he dodged the mighty downward sweeps of the creatures burning nose. It tried again and again to floor him.
The blade, the image of the blade he'd crafted in the void, it swung through the air cutting deep into the Xorn, Molten rock poured out over the ground.
Kail rotated the blade, swept low with his frame and cut upwards into the beast again.
It roared with anger beating down upon him. He fell, hitting the ground hard. It felt good, all the pains of his life were forgotten, all he knew was the sheer fear of the end. It beat down again and again, his shield taking the brunt of the attack, good solid Thayan construction. It was a good shield, it had served him well.
He rolled sideways and came to his feet again, cutting up as he did so, again the Xorn screamed, roaring it's hate at Kail.
It came in at him a last time, he stood this time fearless, knowing that what he wanted would come.
Kail watched as his body fell, He stood in the dark just far enough away to watch as the Xorn tore through his armour and ripped into the body within, rolling it about like a defenceless worm in dust of the rocky tunnel floor.
Kail watched thinking, why had he returned? He had no idea. Perhaps he hoped his body could have achieved something, perhaps his soul felt that it was duty bound to aid those he knew. He felt betrayed by the church though. They thought him a slave and yet he was a master. He did not have to suffer their pettiness for his own sake.
The fiend spread his wings, Black demon wings that he had done without during his return to his physical form. He reached down and picked up the blade, the soul of the blade he had never obtained, forged in the void by a desperate soul.
He could not pass it on to his heir, but neither had his father to him. This battle would be fought by another soul.
They were better like this, like this they could do what had to be done without being dragged into the petty affairs of mortals.
Kail watched as the Xorn dragged his body up into the Avers home followed by the screams of fear and sounds of battle that ensued.
The door to the mine knocked closed again and he stood still in the darkness, only the faint red glow of his eyes and the blade in his hand. He stroked it with his dark talons. It was pure, it was all he had left. As soon as he was ready he would take it back to it's physical body and make it whole again.
He would leave it lost once more, for his heirs to find, for the one who would make amends for his and his father’s failings.
Kail’s wings beat down and he passed once again into the plane of shadows. Deeper and deeper he soared through the dark, into the underworld. Deeper and deeper, where dark magic grew and the prime came closer to the shadow than anywhere else.
In a dark city far from the surface, a young half drow slave stirred in his sleep. Scars covered his body, the marks of a whipping, fang marks and surgical wounds. Sorrow filled his soul and despair tore his heart. But for a moment in his dreams something cruel told him he was important.
For a moment in his dreams all was still and the world became empty but for a single presence, a single terrible presence that wanted him. Fear made his heart beat hard in his sleeping chest, palpitations that would wake him if the thing in his mind didn't have such a terrible hold on him in this dark dream.
The fiend looked back at him raising it's blade and pointing it right at him.
If his hand he found a copy of the blade, Solid, different somehow to the fiends own. He stood looking back at into it's red eyes, stood looking back at what he knew would in the end become him too.
Something made him lash out and in the dark of his mind he met his past and his future, as they locked blades, in his mind he became more then just a slave. He was being taught, shown the way.
Locked in his mind forever, a link to an eternal darkness and place where he would fight one on one with this fiend, He would see this scene every time he slept, every time he closed his eyes for even a moment.
Locked in his mind forever came an ideology. He became somebody's son.
Dumah awoke startled. Sadness filled his heart. Something about this life now bit at him. He had accepted what he was long ago, but now a promise filled him. A terrible promise that he could be saved. He looked around in the dark of his prison, he feared the drow and their spiders no more.
There was something beyond them, the very darkness itself.