Reflections of Battle, A Priestess' Journal
Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2011 6:45 am
Figured I should probably start writing and keeping one of these now. Probably should have been keeping one for some time, but I haven't been. Not sure why. But now, with the House of the Sharpened Axe built, this seems like a good time as any.
I buried a friend today.
Well, burnt him on a pyre, but the effect is the same. Dent, or Rogen, or whatever his name finally decided to be. It didn't really matter. He was a warrior and an honorable man. A man of deeds, who died performing one. A Battle Death is a Holy Ending. But I guess that doesn't really make anything that much easier knowing it. He'll still be missed. Drake said something about him converting to Bane before the end. Do I believe it? I suppose it's possible, but it doesn't matter. What matter is who Dent was, and later who Rogen was in his stead. Which god he's receiving his rewards from now is academic really. Valor knows no bounds. Rest well my friend.
And of late, he's not the only one. I knew him for only a short time, but Garlus was perhaps the greatest warrior I have ever known. Honorable, honest, welcoming, and skilled beyond what should be reasonable in mortal ken. I don't know the particulars of how he died. Someting to do with giants south of Nashkel. If I were skilled enough, I'd seek vengence for him myself. I wish I could have been at the final goodbye with Alyra, Olaf, and the others. They were gone via magic before I knew. Alyra must be going crazy. I know how I felt when I found out Chris was presumed dead, and I know how I'd feel if I heard Jendarek had been killed. I can only imagine what that poor woman is going through. But she is strong. She'll survive it.
I can't help but think one thing in both cases of Rogen and Garlus.
Had I been there, would it have been different? Would I have made a difference with my spells and healings and such?
It is a question I'll never have an answer to.
On a different note, the Temple is doing well. A weapon donation chest has been set up for people to offer weapons to give and take in the Training room. The Empty Scabbard seems to do regular business, and there are at least some people daily in the worship room and the training room. The Half-orc, from what the Battle Chaplain tells me is on the road to following the path of Tempus. As much as I hate orc-kin, I think this is good. Perhaps this is how Tempus intends to finally get through my thick Uthgardt skull that Valor and Honor know no race or gender. I know I've used that argument before with others, mostly people like my Father.
I sparred with Olaf again, this time he was an Umberhulk. It was damn hard to beat. Tought Brenna, his lady friend, a few things about stances. She's not very good, but she'll get better. From what I understand, she's fairly new at the whole "adventuring" thing anyway.
Berendil is really damn fast. Stupid elves and their stupid reflexes...
Had a long chat with Trapper too. She wants to open a tavern north of the Gate, bring her child and family in from the Moonshaes. I think I'll help her. Apparently Dent's last wish was to establish an orphanage. The inn Trapper now owns in the Moonshaes on Corwell, if she were so inclined, would make a fine orphanage. In any event, the new tavern will hopefully be north of the Red Knight fortress but south of the Tempus' Tears shrine. We'll see how that goes.
It is time for meditations.
I buried a friend today.
Well, burnt him on a pyre, but the effect is the same. Dent, or Rogen, or whatever his name finally decided to be. It didn't really matter. He was a warrior and an honorable man. A man of deeds, who died performing one. A Battle Death is a Holy Ending. But I guess that doesn't really make anything that much easier knowing it. He'll still be missed. Drake said something about him converting to Bane before the end. Do I believe it? I suppose it's possible, but it doesn't matter. What matter is who Dent was, and later who Rogen was in his stead. Which god he's receiving his rewards from now is academic really. Valor knows no bounds. Rest well my friend.
And of late, he's not the only one. I knew him for only a short time, but Garlus was perhaps the greatest warrior I have ever known. Honorable, honest, welcoming, and skilled beyond what should be reasonable in mortal ken. I don't know the particulars of how he died. Someting to do with giants south of Nashkel. If I were skilled enough, I'd seek vengence for him myself. I wish I could have been at the final goodbye with Alyra, Olaf, and the others. They were gone via magic before I knew. Alyra must be going crazy. I know how I felt when I found out Chris was presumed dead, and I know how I'd feel if I heard Jendarek had been killed. I can only imagine what that poor woman is going through. But she is strong. She'll survive it.
I can't help but think one thing in both cases of Rogen and Garlus.
Had I been there, would it have been different? Would I have made a difference with my spells and healings and such?
It is a question I'll never have an answer to.
On a different note, the Temple is doing well. A weapon donation chest has been set up for people to offer weapons to give and take in the Training room. The Empty Scabbard seems to do regular business, and there are at least some people daily in the worship room and the training room. The Half-orc, from what the Battle Chaplain tells me is on the road to following the path of Tempus. As much as I hate orc-kin, I think this is good. Perhaps this is how Tempus intends to finally get through my thick Uthgardt skull that Valor and Honor know no race or gender. I know I've used that argument before with others, mostly people like my Father.
I sparred with Olaf again, this time he was an Umberhulk. It was damn hard to beat. Tought Brenna, his lady friend, a few things about stances. She's not very good, but she'll get better. From what I understand, she's fairly new at the whole "adventuring" thing anyway.
Berendil is really damn fast. Stupid elves and their stupid reflexes...
Had a long chat with Trapper too. She wants to open a tavern north of the Gate, bring her child and family in from the Moonshaes. I think I'll help her. Apparently Dent's last wish was to establish an orphanage. The inn Trapper now owns in the Moonshaes on Corwell, if she were so inclined, would make a fine orphanage. In any event, the new tavern will hopefully be north of the Red Knight fortress but south of the Tempus' Tears shrine. We'll see how that goes.
It is time for meditations.
