Realm of the Deepening Moon
Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2018 1:17 pm
*A finely penned letter written in Espruar titled "Mother"*
Emilinya,
I have reached the furthermost edge. North, near where the Forest reaches the River Dessarin. Sun sets to the west in but a couple hours, already it casts long shadows as the river and marsh opens before me. I could make a few miles yet this cycle of the sun, but I will stay here tonight, one last night on the Forest edge, and travel southwest, along the River, with the dawn.
I cannot help but smile as I look upon the blueleaf and weirwood trees of our Realm. They call lovingly to me; offering comfort and solace and will always remain my reminder of home. It is peaceful and serene. I understand why any of pure heart would seek solace and comfort among them. I remember when she came to us; N'Tel'Quess, Elf but not Elven. A decade ago, I remember it well, she sought the solace of the woodland realm as she sought her fathers family. There was something of her voice, in her eyes. She was in earnest that day I believe, perhaps more so than at any point her young life. A beautiful soul encased by a hardened shell of the darkest bark. Eerily, she reminds me still of the Duskwood trees, deeper in the Forest, hard as iron, yet beautiful.
I remember too, the Council of High Elders as they made their decision; and I do not, I cannot, fault them. Their wisdom and knowledge to guide and protect our People is far beyond the perception of one such as I. But I cannot lie, and tell you I was not disappointed those ten years ago. I will not lie to you now, Emilinya. I cannot say I am sorrowed by this endeavor, though I know it pains you. I have often wondered what was beyond the woodland realm of our People. I have climbed the tallest of trees, and watched as the sun rose in morning, the dew glistening the sun's reflection of the broad leaves of the blueleaf trees, and wondered what was beyond. Perhaps it was her appearance among us, those years ago, that first planted the seed of desire to travel, as she had. Perhaps it is the foolishness of youth. Perhaps it is the wanderlust that strikes many of the Tel'Quessir, that pulls me along this path. Regardless, I find myself now much like the weirwood leaf upon a steady stream, I feel I float along, with no control, or desire, to change the course.
Though in this moment of reflection; my thoughts cannot help but wonder the motives of the High Elders. It is not my place to question them, but I do wonder: Why now do they wish to know more of her? Does guilt pull upon their heart and conscious, that they cast her from the Realm? Have they learned something more than they have shared? A decade, ten years is a long time in the eyes of the Edan's and N'Tel'Quess, but a breath in our own times. With the dawn I will follow the River Dessarin to Waterdeep and find her, as the Counsel of High Elders have asked. I do not doubt, should I find her, that I will know her. Without fail she will have endured the passing of time due to her mixed blood, no longer a woman-child, but an adult in their counting of years. But her eyes, those will not have changed. I will know when I see her, for it is truth that one can see the soul of a being, if you look into their eyes long enough. Perhaps then, the light of truth shall shine and I will see all the clearer.
But as I look back now, upon the woodland realm of my home, a more appropriate name I cannot think; the Realm of the Deepening Moon.
May you have the Strength of Corellon, the Beauty of Hannalli, the Joy of Aerali,
~ Anariolas Te'lyanthor
Emilinya,
I have reached the furthermost edge. North, near where the Forest reaches the River Dessarin. Sun sets to the west in but a couple hours, already it casts long shadows as the river and marsh opens before me. I could make a few miles yet this cycle of the sun, but I will stay here tonight, one last night on the Forest edge, and travel southwest, along the River, with the dawn.
I cannot help but smile as I look upon the blueleaf and weirwood trees of our Realm. They call lovingly to me; offering comfort and solace and will always remain my reminder of home. It is peaceful and serene. I understand why any of pure heart would seek solace and comfort among them. I remember when she came to us; N'Tel'Quess, Elf but not Elven. A decade ago, I remember it well, she sought the solace of the woodland realm as she sought her fathers family. There was something of her voice, in her eyes. She was in earnest that day I believe, perhaps more so than at any point her young life. A beautiful soul encased by a hardened shell of the darkest bark. Eerily, she reminds me still of the Duskwood trees, deeper in the Forest, hard as iron, yet beautiful.
I remember too, the Council of High Elders as they made their decision; and I do not, I cannot, fault them. Their wisdom and knowledge to guide and protect our People is far beyond the perception of one such as I. But I cannot lie, and tell you I was not disappointed those ten years ago. I will not lie to you now, Emilinya. I cannot say I am sorrowed by this endeavor, though I know it pains you. I have often wondered what was beyond the woodland realm of our People. I have climbed the tallest of trees, and watched as the sun rose in morning, the dew glistening the sun's reflection of the broad leaves of the blueleaf trees, and wondered what was beyond. Perhaps it was her appearance among us, those years ago, that first planted the seed of desire to travel, as she had. Perhaps it is the foolishness of youth. Perhaps it is the wanderlust that strikes many of the Tel'Quessir, that pulls me along this path. Regardless, I find myself now much like the weirwood leaf upon a steady stream, I feel I float along, with no control, or desire, to change the course.
Though in this moment of reflection; my thoughts cannot help but wonder the motives of the High Elders. It is not my place to question them, but I do wonder: Why now do they wish to know more of her? Does guilt pull upon their heart and conscious, that they cast her from the Realm? Have they learned something more than they have shared? A decade, ten years is a long time in the eyes of the Edan's and N'Tel'Quess, but a breath in our own times. With the dawn I will follow the River Dessarin to Waterdeep and find her, as the Counsel of High Elders have asked. I do not doubt, should I find her, that I will know her. Without fail she will have endured the passing of time due to her mixed blood, no longer a woman-child, but an adult in their counting of years. But her eyes, those will not have changed. I will know when I see her, for it is truth that one can see the soul of a being, if you look into their eyes long enough. Perhaps then, the light of truth shall shine and I will see all the clearer.
But as I look back now, upon the woodland realm of my home, a more appropriate name I cannot think; the Realm of the Deepening Moon.
May you have the Strength of Corellon, the Beauty of Hannalli, the Joy of Aerali,
~ Anariolas Te'lyanthor