Dark Dreams..
Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2005 5:58 pm
Alexa held the cloak clasp in her hand, carefully now because the sharpened spikes that made up the gauntlet had already drawn blood once. She stared at the pin wondering what manner of Tormite had dreamt up such a wickedly sharp symbol for their order. The deeper grooves of the spikes were now stained dark rust by her blood.
“Focus on the object and let all other things fade, except for my voice to instruct you.” The voice seemed far away as she continued to concentrate. Lights from the Inn caught the her eyes as she sat quietly. The reflection of the pin caught in the pupil of her eye reflecting the gauntlet in black while her emerald green iris made a halo around the darkened gauntlet. She didn’t hear the soft gasp and murmured words, so intent was she on the task of meditation.
“Now close your eyes and picture the object in your mind. Every detail of it exactly as you remember it. Nod when you have done this.” Slowly her eyes closed, the dark metal of the clasp illuminated against the darker black inside her mind, even the pattern her blood had made in the deep grooves by the spikes. Alexa nodded slowly, keeping the image in her mind.
“Now let your emotions drift into the gauntlet, let all your emotions drift into its grasp. As you do, picture the gauntlet growing bigger to contain each until you are settled and calm.” Slowly she relaxed, letting go of the tensions and frustrations that seemed to always be with her. “When you are done, open your eyes.” Her eyes opened, Darius sat near her, watching as he always did an impassive gaze upon his face. Alexa met his eyes and sat quietly feeling rather empty. What a strange feeling, she thought distractedly, no wonder he always acts like that, so different to not be full of doubts or worries.
“Whom do you worship?” His voice was quiet and controlled, and without thinking she answered the truth. “Loviatar,” her own voice shocked her out of her supposed calm. Eyes widening she began to stammer excuses, “I was younger then..”
“The Maiden of Pain is a respectable deity, though pain without reason or order is useless. Do you know who I worship?” His eyes bored into her own startled green ones. She shook her head wordlessly as he continued, “Bane.” The simple word seemed to stop her breath in her throat. “You may also Alexa, you are worthy.”
Her denial of his words seemed hollow even to herself, “But you cannot be a Banite, you seem so.. reasonable.” Darius smiled, the expression comforting even as his words chilled, “We are not all like that Milady. Tonight I go to help the city against a grave foe, if you come downstairs you may join us.” Alexa watched him walk to the door and pause, “The key Milady.” She hurriedly unlocked the door, and watched him leave. Shaking like a leaf she sat upon the bed nervously looking at the door until at last sleep overcame her. Her sleep that night was haunted by dark dreams, though none she could remember upon waking.
“Focus on the object and let all other things fade, except for my voice to instruct you.” The voice seemed far away as she continued to concentrate. Lights from the Inn caught the her eyes as she sat quietly. The reflection of the pin caught in the pupil of her eye reflecting the gauntlet in black while her emerald green iris made a halo around the darkened gauntlet. She didn’t hear the soft gasp and murmured words, so intent was she on the task of meditation.
“Now close your eyes and picture the object in your mind. Every detail of it exactly as you remember it. Nod when you have done this.” Slowly her eyes closed, the dark metal of the clasp illuminated against the darker black inside her mind, even the pattern her blood had made in the deep grooves by the spikes. Alexa nodded slowly, keeping the image in her mind.
“Now let your emotions drift into the gauntlet, let all your emotions drift into its grasp. As you do, picture the gauntlet growing bigger to contain each until you are settled and calm.” Slowly she relaxed, letting go of the tensions and frustrations that seemed to always be with her. “When you are done, open your eyes.” Her eyes opened, Darius sat near her, watching as he always did an impassive gaze upon his face. Alexa met his eyes and sat quietly feeling rather empty. What a strange feeling, she thought distractedly, no wonder he always acts like that, so different to not be full of doubts or worries.
“Whom do you worship?” His voice was quiet and controlled, and without thinking she answered the truth. “Loviatar,” her own voice shocked her out of her supposed calm. Eyes widening she began to stammer excuses, “I was younger then..”
“The Maiden of Pain is a respectable deity, though pain without reason or order is useless. Do you know who I worship?” His eyes bored into her own startled green ones. She shook her head wordlessly as he continued, “Bane.” The simple word seemed to stop her breath in her throat. “You may also Alexa, you are worthy.”
Her denial of his words seemed hollow even to herself, “But you cannot be a Banite, you seem so.. reasonable.” Darius smiled, the expression comforting even as his words chilled, “We are not all like that Milady. Tonight I go to help the city against a grave foe, if you come downstairs you may join us.” Alexa watched him walk to the door and pause, “The key Milady.” She hurriedly unlocked the door, and watched him leave. Shaking like a leaf she sat upon the bed nervously looking at the door until at last sleep overcame her. Her sleep that night was haunted by dark dreams, though none she could remember upon waking.