Songs

[Killthorne]

Here's some song lyrics that I have written in the last nine years. Just felt like sharing it.

The Mirror Song

Dash of bitter in my head
My heart so open, it easily bled
Figuration of what was kind
Has left the building, you will find
Patterned light, shift to shadow
Grimest intentions, beyond the gallow
Yet another, pungent slime
Hear your enchantment, of the mime.

Force it down,
And it is strong
Pressure's on
Life's too long
Mirror song
You're eye to eye
Seek the image
It hides inside.

Crusty vapors, still linger on the air.
Black-haired french maid, says " au contraire"
Proof it is in the pudding she trusts.
Summon a deep wind, a torrent's gusts
Night-wing glance at a painful sigh
The moon, the orb, is ever-so high
To dance on blades and speak of fire
Death is starved of one own's desire.

Force it down,
And it is strong
Pressure's on
Life's too long
Mirror song
You're eye to eye
Seek the image
It hides inside.


What I Find

Hey you there, don't you understand,
exactly what I had to say?
Well I'm so sorry that I ever had,
Anything but dismay.
I find you, my spirit, my hope, my light
In you I find, everything
In you I find, everything.

Sometimes I feel like miles away
Sometimes I don't know why, my sky is grey
And sometimes I lead a lie, to find I'm blind.

Needless what I had to say,
that was only just yesterday, than I expressed...
Wishing I would find you happy,
than totally depressed.
But in you, my essence, my guidance, my delight
In you I find, everything
In you I find, everything.
Without time.
Without time.

And sometimes I feel like miles away
And sometimes I don't know why, my sky is grey
And sometimes I leap to conclusions that I am right
And sometimes I feel so dry, when the reason has died.

And what I find in you, what I find,
And what I find in you, what I find,

You are everything.
You are everything to me.

What Everybody Needs

What everybody needs, is a new dimension
What everybody needs, is a higher ascension
What everybody needs, is a wide open door
What everybody needs, is a chance to be more
What everybody needs, is a revolution
What everybody needs, is a real solution
What everybody needs, is something safe, secure
What everybody needs, is a love so pure

What everybody needs, is a glass of water
'For the sun tends to dry us all away
What everybody needs, is a real answer
'For the lies that come everyday...

What everybody needs, is a perfect mind
What everybody needs, is a true to kind
What everybody needs, is a broader vision
What everybody needs, kill your television
What everybody needs, is a rubber duck
What everybody needs, is a serious ****
What everybody needs, is chance to give it
What everybody needs, is a moment to live it.

What everybody needs, is a promising future
That the world keeps it's spin without an end
What everybody needs, an ego-free environment
That won't, hold...us... in..


And I

You promised me a lie
Fantasy, passes you by
Children raining from the sky
Segregate unlawful high
Astral breath at your door
Force of pressure filters more
Pass the master, quick-like floor
Penetrate void, have to soar

And I, only know my name.
And I, feel a restless shame
And I, remain chained in ties
And I, watch the world as it dies

Through a passage narrow, deep
Pray for lords and souls to keep
Drenched in rain and then you weep,
Have your hatred and watch it seep.
All in favor, begin this end
Madness reigns, watch it bend
Seek a truth, and will you send?
Message clear, clear to send.

And I, only know my name.
And I, feel a restless shame
And I, remain chained in ties
And I, am watching the world as it dies.


Alone
(this song is for the people that truly are alone, and has nothing to do with myself at all.. and there's a story behind it's creation)

Hello wall.
Welcome to my world.
Isn't it great?
The face, that you see,
nothing but me,
and divinity.
Isn't it grand?
The void of bland?
Hey look at me.
I'm talking to you.
Can you understand?
Here's my hand.
You look tonight,
dressed in white,
in my home,
all alone.


Alone, in my chair
Alone, without a care
Alone, wish I was there.

In my hand,
are all the dreams that I never had
In my hand,
is the missing body,
that I sorely, truly, crazy
want so bad.
And all that I want
is to be free,
from this prison,
infinity.
I need to live
I live to need
I bleed to live
And live to bleed

Alone, without trend
Alone, my only friend
Alone, when will it end?
Alone, will it end?


Ping Pong's Revenge

Driving to the stars, in your shiny, fancy cars
Your hair is blown by the wind...
Let me back up and rescind.

And the mold holds true
What can you do,
About this now?
About this now?

And ping pong back
You're off your track
Oooh, you're losing your mind
And you can't rewind.


Take Me Away

Simple pleasure, that remains
All within the mind's eye
Greener pastures, over yonder
All beneath a foreign sky.
Waves are crashing upon the shore
Sunlight bursting past the window
Clouds like mountains, forever blue
Rocky summit, and you feel so low.

And I want to go far away
And come back, again, some other day
And I want to go far away
And come back, again, some other day

Take me away.

Placid river, flows so gently
Vines and fruits stretch over
Wind is blowing through the valley
Through your hair, feel so sober
And I drink red wine, warmed up pastries
Speak a language, not your tongue
Envision all of this, endless beauty
Take it in your heart, and in your lungs

And I want to go far away
And come back, again, some other day
Yes I, want to go far away
And come back, again, some other day

Take me away.


~brian~